I learn to play it simplified.

You cannot be anything you want to be - but you can be a lot more of who you already are.

Monday, July 17, 2006

contradictions
i live a life of contradictions.

sumtimes. to be left with no choice could jus do mi better.

sumtimes. jus sumtimes.

i read. this entry.
its freaking mi out.
if it reali meant for who i think its meant for.
coz lately tats wat i felt exactly too.
truely.
she's too real to be another mi.

i think i need to live a life with a heart tat accepts all.

replaced or not.
it doesnt reali matter anymore.
wat cums along cums along.
till e end. i realised i've no say.
sumtimes.
running away can still be a better alternative.

i'm tired of thots.
why am i draining myself with this.
i'm insecure.
strong ger in history.

to be needed will be a blessing.
if only i could know wats deep down your heart. indeed.

you can only live a life with a real you when you haf found urself.
haa. i've no say. i dint attend the workshop.
i wish i did. i've alws lyt dharma talks.

i'm filling double entries.
if ya know wat i meant.

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i'm going for prom. waha!

and i think i'm gg for tuition too.
*bad memories flow in*

n i'm bringin my sis to sakae sushi for sum buffet this thurs.
woohoo.
she's turning 11 this fri. n sum height she has.
haa. i feel so sisterly with my sis lately.

luv tingz
companions n
pirates of carribean.






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