alrite.. lets get this over once n for all.. since all of ya guys practice transparency..
my tag was written b4 i read both of ya related entries..
to xinz.. yesh.. everyone changed.. i said tat.. better or the worst.. yesh i agree with u.. but tat isnt true all the time..
being a so frank person is better than a so fake person.. yesh.. i dislike hypocrites too.. but dun u think tat one should practice sum sensitivity towards others feeling while being frank n truthful..
rite.. my relationship with him.. it wasnt up to anyone to judge okie.. u dunno how i felt.. sho dun sae a word.. at least not in a blog.. to sae it to all.. perhaps for u.. u wldnt mind.. but i'm trying to put it to a rest.. so stop bringing it up..
its hurts.. i'm telling u.. sho stop.. it reali hurts..
"when we're wif ur company, u dun say much.. it's kinda awkward.. u acted as if u're so cool.. man~ if u're tired, juz say so.. we noe dat u're tired yet u juz kept mum.."
this isnt a change in me.. i've alws been lyt tat.. wheneva i'm tired n down.. if ya realise.. i'll jus keep quiet...
but.. xinz.. i'm sorri bout this alrite.. this attitude ish blardy insensitive.. i noe.. i realised..
sometimes plan to ask u guys out, my mind is always thinkin: 'linz cant stay long til night-time wif us...' 'wend is foreva soO busy...' 'tingx is alwayx busy wif her sbmy and cca thingy...' 'xinz ish alws bz with des..'
u plan.. but u assume too.. i noe.. coz i did too.. tat above is my assumption.. to be reali frank.. eva since des get into ya life.. ya noe wat.. i felt lyt nth sumtimes.. its not only mi.. every single outing.. des appear.. i wonder.. whether u even appreciate our presence..
i'm not the only one tat felt this too alrite.. i'm not wanting des to disappear.. its okie for him to join us once in a while.. its great.. n i'm happy tat des cares alot bout u.. i truely ish.. to find a guy lyt tat.. i'm happy tat ya are cared for.. but wat i need ish jus sum sensitivity to our feelings..
it may be jus him to acc u whereva ya go.. but still.. every single outing?
but i'm reali thkful tat ya had plans for all these pals outings.. it comforts mi.. alot..
xinz.. nth of this this ish finding fault with ya.. its jus my thots.. n i'm reali sorry bout tat fri blardy insensitivity of mine.. n i noe.. how its felt when suddenly ya jus feel extra at times.. i had such times too ya noe.. i dunno why.. it jus happen.. in this pal relationship.. n i felt equally shit on tat shanghai trip dae.. had we not been frank with our feelings all these while?
n linx.. ya are rite.. we shld all reflect.. thks for being sho understanding now.. i jus wanna clarify sum stuff.. sorry tat i made ya feel extra n all.. i'm reali tired tat dae.. n partly.. my negative feelings.. i'm truely sorry for being sho insensitive tat dae okie..
perhaps u guys dunno.. i felt sho out tat dae when i'm with ya guys too.. i dunno whether its coz of my negative mood.. i dunno how ta sae.. i'm sorry tat i neglected ya guys feelings.. i dint want to make ya feel tat ya presence is an extra.. if ya dint noe.. i feel as bad.. i'm irritated with myself when i tok happily with the other frenx n moody when i'm wif u guys.. i noe.. my attitude sux tat dae..
lets get this over once n for all..
since all of ya guys practice transparency..
my tag was written b4 i read both of ya related entries..
to xinz..
yesh.. everyone changed..
i said tat..
better or the worst..
yesh i agree with u..
but tat isnt true all the time..
being a so frank person is better than a so fake person..
yesh..
i dislike hypocrites too..
but dun u think tat one should practice sum sensitivity towards others feeling while being
frank n truthful..
rite.. my relationship with him..
it wasnt up to anyone to judge okie..
u dunno how i felt..
sho dun sae a word..
at least not in a blog.. to sae it to all..
perhaps for u..
u wldnt mind..
but i'm trying to put it to a rest..
so stop bringing it up..
its hurts..
i'm telling u..
sho stop..
it reali hurts..
"when we're wif ur company, u dun say much..
it's kinda awkward.. u acted as if u're so cool..
man~ if u're tired, juz say so..
we noe dat u're tired yet u juz kept mum.."
this isnt a change in me..
i've alws been lyt tat..
wheneva i'm tired n down..
if ya realise..
i'll jus keep quiet...
but.. xinz.. i'm sorri bout this alrite..
this attitude ish blardy insensitive.. i noe.. i realised..
sometimes plan to ask u guys out, my mind is always thinkin:
'linz cant stay long til night-time wif us...'
'wend is foreva soO busy...'
'tingx is alwayx busy wif her sbmy and cca thingy...'
'xinz ish alws bz with des..'
u plan..
but u assume too..
i noe..
coz i did too..
tat above is my assumption..
to be reali frank..
eva since des get into ya life..
ya noe wat..
i felt lyt nth sumtimes..
its not only mi..
every single outing.. des appear..
i wonder.. whether u even appreciate our presence..
i'm not the only one tat felt this too alrite..
i'm not wanting des to disappear..
its okie for him to join us once in a while..
its great.. n i'm happy tat des cares alot bout u..
i truely ish.. to find a guy lyt tat..
i'm happy tat ya are cared for..
but wat i need ish jus sum sensitivity to our feelings..
it may be jus him to acc u whereva ya go..
but still..
every single outing?
but i'm reali thkful tat ya had plans for all these pals outings..
it comforts mi.. alot..
xinz.. nth of this this ish finding fault with ya..
its jus my thots..
n i'm reali sorry bout tat fri blardy insensitivity of mine..
n i noe.. how its felt when suddenly ya jus feel extra at times..
i had such times too ya noe..
i dunno why..
it jus happen.. in this pal relationship..
n i felt equally shit on tat shanghai trip dae..
had we not been frank with our feelings all these while?
n linx.. ya are rite..
we shld all reflect..
thks for being sho understanding now..
i jus wanna clarify sum stuff..
sorry tat i made ya feel extra n all..
i'm reali tired tat dae..
n partly..
my negative feelings..
i'm truely sorry for being sho insensitive tat dae okie..
perhaps u guys dunno..
i felt sho out tat dae when i'm with ya guys too..
i dunno whether its coz of my negative mood..
i dunno how ta sae..
i'm sorry tat i neglected ya guys feelings..
i dint want to make ya feel tat ya presence is an extra..
if ya dint noe.. i feel as bad..
i'm irritated with myself when i tok happily with the other frenx
n moody when i'm wif u guys..
i noe.. my attitude sux tat dae..
sorry bout tat..
n i'm sincere bout it..