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Sunday, January 01, 2006

hAPPY nEW yEAR GUYS!
hAPPY nEW yEAR GUYS!

yupx.. its a mature step forward..

proceeding on to my age 18..
n my Alevel yr..
i noe..
i cant no longer slack no more..
A level! here i cum!

yr 2005 had been a very quick yr for mi..


n in this year..
i noe..
i've grown the most..

get to see things in angles i nv seen b4..
experiencing life in a totali different way..

its the hardest year..
i've been through sho many tough obstacles..
handling my thots n feelings..
n the changes in my life..

i've learnt alot throughout this yr..
sho much..
tat i dunno where ta start..
n i can vow tat i'll nv finish my entry,
if i were to start..

i jus noe..
life's very different frm the past..
memories are beautiful.. isnt it?
but sumtimes..
sho beautiful..
tat ya feel painful when they can onli be memories now..
haa.. but still..
i wun say..
that life arent beautiful now..
it ish sho still..

onli i can create my life..
n perceive it as beautiful..
n i still haf the power..
isnt it?
its my life..
=)

as i look back on the events n experience i had throughout yr 2005..
whether its positive or negative experiences,
i'm happi tat in all this incidents i 've learnt sth out of it..
n i'm happi tat new pple had entered my life sho dearly..
appreciative tat pple who had entered had stayed on in my life..
grateful tat i've eva known all those tat had left my life..

for the yr 2006..
i aspire to haf better time management n put in efforts in my studies..
n i aspire to learn
to see the beauty in every being
for i believe a kind soul lives within all..
the main guide is to be appreciative to all sentients..

there's also a strong urge to run constantly
n oso to meditate more often
for i wanna concentrate n see things more clearly..
seriously..

living life lyt a child..
at the moment..

wishing all ta be well n happy.. =)

appreciate mentors for making an effort to clear our troubles..
learnt yet new stuff again through tis incident..

to xinz..
thks..
i'm well n fine.. happy n contented..
n i sincerely wish..
u are well n happy too..
i noe.. wat ya felt..
when ya mean tat we are not tat close..
i noe.. coz i felt the distance too..
espec on tat fri..
i dunno whther its jus bcoz i'm terribly tired n down tat dae..
or was it the lack of care n concern for each other..
yesh.. i'm aware tat i'm changing..
tats wat i blogged in one of my previous entry..
everybody change.. u too.. i dun see anything wrong with tat..
i had new frenx.. u had too..
the reason why we've felt the distance..
had nth to do wif any of our changes..
throughout our sec sch life..
we had been changing too..
but we still grow up together as pals..
the only reason i can find if i haf to..
is tat we are no longer making efforts to keep our bonds together..
tats the onli change..
i didnt said u..
i said we..
i admit..
but i alws noe..
deep down in my heart..
u've alws been a great pal to mi..
sumone tat i'll nv replace another one for u, as a pal who grown up with mi throughout my sec sch daes..
luv ya still..
may ya be well n happi..

to linx..
i think..
roughly.. its also the fri issue bax..
sum of the stuff tat i wanna sae ish already written in the msg to xinz le..
luv ya ger..
i shall think through..
takie care..






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