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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

first dae of sch in 2006
todae ish the first dae of sch..

well.. it isnt as bad as i thought..
the lucky mi didnt get scolding due to the undone hw..
actuali.. to be precise.. it isnt reali the scoldings tat worry mi..
alrite.. a fraction of the worries were contributed by tat..
but a little other fraction was oso due to the fear of laging behind..
in jc.. not doing assignments, hws consistantly..
will put ya in a huge disadvantage in catching up n understanding the topics..

one impt point tat tutors keep naggin on todae..
is the fact tat jc2.. us..
haf no much time to waste..
the fact is tat we are gonna complete our syllabus by june..
every topic will be taught in a mad rush..
arrgghh.. hate this..
which means..
i'm in big trouble..

but oh wel...
i'm still gonna enjoy my life..
enjoy sch..
looking forward to A's and espec the time after tat..

i'm aiming for psychology..
to get into NUS is 60.5 pts i think..
or wateva ya call it..
which means i haf ta get at least a B for every subject i take..
manx oh manx..
chem ish gonna kill mi..

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had been losing my cool quite easily lately..
was it due to the stupid worry bout my sch work tat got mi sho easily irritated..
this wasnt the usual mi..
but one thing i noe ish tat i can get over the pissed off mood easily..
i'll feel guilty n get over it a few mins after i'm in tat emotion..
but this wasnt gd..
i wonder why i even get pissed in the first place..
hurting mi myself n the peeps around mi..
sorry guys..
family members espec..

i'm reali gonna start meditating..
i wanna be sho aware n mindful of my actions..
to stop it even before it starts..

yar..
i noe..
actions speaks louder than words..

=)
smiling in my life..

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the issues n stuff in my big family..
its somehow cleared..
i felt lighter.. thks to the mentors..
but i realise.. i'm still quite sensitive to sum of the issues..
it still unexpected n shocking tat it hurts..
but dun worry..
time speaks..
time heals..

luv my life..
n i luv the people in it..
i do..
=)

back to reality..
*doin hols hw*
pathetic..
i noe..






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