I learn to play it simplified.

You cannot be anything you want to be - but you can be a lot more of who you already are.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

walking the path of discovering myself n my thots..
walking the path of discovering myself n my thots..

recently..
i've becum more aware of my own feelings n thots..

i noted one very impt point..
its constantly changing..

not tat i dunno..
since its one of the universal truth tat buddha teaches..

but i'm seriously experiencing it..
i'm self discovering..

the asians elders will alws say..
that parents are the ones tat watch ya grow up..
the physical changes n character n all..

but in my view..
i think..
i watch myself grow up..

isnt it?
who can understand me totali..
other than myself..

sum pple spend their life in search for sumone to understand them totali..
there jus isnt a need to..
simply waste of energy..
tat person ish alws there..
appreciate it..

besides..
i guess..
it wldnt be interesting n will be kinda scary..
if sumone understand ya inside out totali..
its too transparent..
no sense of security..

but of coz..
its alws nice to haf
a few close ones tat at least ya can relate to..

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i'm seeing the changes in myself..
my dealings with people ish different..
the way i think is oso no longer the same..
my feelings my mood.. its alws changing..

impermanance..
i'm constantly changing..
for the better or to the worst..
it doesnt matter how peeps view..
true frenx will alws be there to take u as who u are n grow up with u..
take mi or leave it..






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