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Monday, October 03, 2005

stick my exam timetable rite in front of mi com..
n wrote four extra large words on it..
"say no to com!"
sigh.. guess it didnt reali work..
if not i wun be here blogging ya..

was mugging at coffee bean n tea leaves todae..
whole dae.. as usual..
reach hm at bout ten plus..
its quite a cool place ta study..
saw quite a lot of muggles as well.. all of diff ages..

was hoping my ph will beep sumhow.. or ring..
to gif mi an excuse to keep myself away frm work for a while..
unfortunately or fortunately.. it didnt happen..
guess everyone were bz muggin n doing their ownstuff.. schling n all..
the only person tat called todae ish my daddy..
asking whther i had lunch..
i guess he's worried tat i might overwork..
haa.. tats my dad.. he called yester too.. jus to make sure tat i didnt overstressed myself..
tellin mi tat as long as i did my best.. he's fine wif my grades..
but sigh.. the seriousness of this promos.. ish not whther i do well.. but whther i pass n get promoted..
cant afford to fail.. nxt yr ish gonna be a new syllabus.. n everyone sae its tougher.. gosh..
n i dun think i wanna be in a new class wif new classmates..
kinda tired to getta noe new peeps all over again..
oh yah.. pearx called too.. later in the evening..
but guess.. sumhow the ph's batt went flat..
sigh.. tats my life.. i mean my student's life..
when its near examination dates..
sumhow or rather..
i'm 'forced' to concentrate..

had mani encounters todae though..
had lunch wif mum n her colleagues..
since my study area ish jus beside her work place.. haa..
save my lunch money.. haa.. was kinda broke lately.. u noe.. coffee bean.. money spent on the drinks jus to be rightfully entitled to a seat in that air conditioned room..

oh yah.. there's this kinda wierd guy.. a staff of coffee bean..
he jus keep looking at mi.. perhaps rather stare?
we definately had eyecontact.. coz he jus keep looking.. lyt trying ta tell mi sth..
or was it jus my dressing..
he's wierd.. n its not the first time.. eva since i went ta study there..
anyway.. i jus try to ignore.. n look away..
but its kinda tough..
coz u will feel it when sumone's looking at ya rite..

.. saw this young chinese couple..
they speak lyt westerners..
wif those slang n everything..
they were sitting beside mi..
i jus cant help listening to their tone when they speak..
n the guy ish kinda cute..
but they were kinda distracting..
they jus cant stop touching each other..
okie perhaps they did stop.. but still..

den later on in the evening..
dere's this guy tat's oso studying..
or rather.. trying to study.. haa
an undergrate frm smu..
but i think he more unproductive than mi..
haa.. he keeps playing wif his pen..
but i must sae.. he's good at it.. *clap*
wanted to tou shi.. but guess.. i jus couldnt make it..
i jus cant spin a pen wif grace n style.. haa..
den he happen to meet this sec sch frenx i guess..
(a ger whose voice tats quite distracting to mi)
then they started chatting..
toking bout their past..
counting how mani yrs since they last met..
(they counted ten.. reminded mi of ten yrs down the road.. haa..)
catching up wif their life n stuff..

saw mjc students too..
studying econs as well..
haa.. dint noe there's quite a few peeps who live in my area..
saw one last week n a few todae..
mugging mugging mugging..
but i guess.. they oso quite unproductive...
coz they will mug for a few mins.. n then chat a few few few mins.. haa..
though i think their econs ish definately better than mine..

haa.. read through mi blog again..
the content makes mi wonder wat i had gain frm mugging todae..
haa.. econs knowledge?? or... haa..
i guess i'm quite unproductive todae as well..
jus cant seems to concentrate..
but i guess.. once in a while..
its fun to observe peeps around ya..
n learn sum stuff through their actions n all..

came out wif sum conclusion through thoughts.. (jus lyt the last entry)

------------degree of loneliness depends on how much u miss sumone--------------
------------he qun he mei zu jian zhi shi yi xian zi cha------------

tat marks the end of todae..

promos.. in two daes time... manx..
after promos.. i 'm gonna to..... .... ....

see my passion to play burn..
ROAR!!!!!!

nitex peeps... =)






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