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You cannot be anything you want to be - but you can be a lot more of who you already are.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

back frm 4e chalet
this was my second draft bout the contents in this entry..
i was back frm 4Echalet.. stayed for only one nitex..
slept for only three hours..

the chalet was a memorable one..
learnt quite lotsa stuff..
learnt how to play mahjong =) .. (played wif melissa linz n the rest of the classmates)
n realise why my family members will play every weekend..
its addictive..
oso learnt bout sum facts of life n nature of sum human beings..

todae was oso the dae where there's talk at pks..
dint go coz of the chalet..
clor pearly yan lmongster n mani sbmy members went..
jus called clor to confirm bout tomo's lunch wif mongster family..
sorry guys.. for sum parts of the conversation..

i'm feeling this stress at hm..
i only see my dad lyt once a week..
coz he work through the nite..
n lately.. i realise..
mani diff family members are approaching mi to talk bout sum problems in the family..
n i think they are overloadin mi wif all the info..
i wish to help.. but hey.. i'm jus 17..
n sum stuff are jus beyond control..

the only thingy i can do ish be a gd listener..
but sumtimes.. i jus wish i nv knew bout all this matters...
i want to haf a image of a happy n loving family in my mind..
it was sho.. when i'm young.. when i guess.. they treat mi as a kid.. not a half adult..
but as i grow older.. when i getta see n understand more..
i realise wats life.. the reality n all..
wats reali jia jia you ben nan nian de jin..

the only positive thingy i can see bout this..
ish for the trust n the recognition of mi being a useful listener at hm..

anyway.. i' going to bed..
i'm gonna smile n go to bed happily.. =) nitex peeps!






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