I learn to play it simplified.

You cannot be anything you want to be - but you can be a lot more of who you already are.


Saturday, September 10, 2005

reflective mode
i cut one of my fingers todae..
while slicing an apple..
ouch? nope.. not reali..
its quite a deep cut though.. been bleeding..
i wonder.. am i blessed? or am i jus thick skinned..

i'm in my reflective mode now..
feeling kinda low..
sigh.. feelings..
they jus cum n go too..

Quiet moments jus make mi think..
self reflection reflection n reflections..

i guess i'm a pple kinda person..
wateva tat happens to peeps around mi affects mi..
n wateva i did tat affects peeps around mi affects mi lots too..

n i guess.. wateva i do.. affects peeps around mi too..

sigh.. wat am i toking about..
oh well.. only i noe..

addin on to mi last entry..
peeps hu think bout life facinates mi most..
espec when they haf their own unique set of views bout life..
convincing n logical ones..
they are unique beings..

i think i'm quite a philosophical person..
sum peeps jus cant stand mi..
but i jus lyt to haf thoughts bout life..
n espec bout human beings..
humans are a wonder..
i wanna understand more..

went to sbm for the last time todae till promos.. (seriously last) *promise i've to make to concentrate on studies*
n todae's sharing session ans sum of my questions indeed..
n now i noe y i lyt the teachings of the buddha..
coz buddhism ish quite philosophical.. bout life emotions n feelings which i reali find it factual..
but i wld lyt to find out more bout christianity too..
after todaes session n encounters in sch..

---------------time speaks-----------------


i dun wanna grow up..
i wanna stay young.. dumb.. kiddish.. or wat eva u sae it..
but on the other hand..
i wanna be mature.. reali reali mature..
manx.. wat do i wan..

haven been reali mi..
felt reali lame dumb n stupid..
speaking lamely.. n bout jokes i will not even laugh at all in the past..

did i reali becum dumber..
or was it jus more imaginative?
or perhaps exam stress?

i jus wanna be mi.. time speaks..






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