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You cannot be anything you want to be - but you can be a lot more of who you already are.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

blAnk~
BlaNk~

my mind went totalli blank..
dumbfolded.. i was..
it wasnt once.. wasnt twice..
its more than tat..

this few daes had been havin remedials lesson after sch..
actuali.. its eva since mid yr..

realise i was sho lack of confidence.. tat i seriously felt sho dumb..
mi mind will jus turn blank once peeps (tutors or closer frenx in sch) help mi wif my work..
its lyt i jus simply cant think when peeps ask mi to explain sum concept..
even if i had already understood it..
this ish jus sho wrong..
but i feltl reali touched when these peeps help mi wif mi work..
simply appreciate it sho much..
thkz zhong lotx.. n miss poh too..
my civics tutor jus rox..

lately..
all i wanna do ish jus ta study..
seriousli noe..
suddenly feel sho guai..
found the satisfaction feeling i used to haf after completing my work..
after all the hard work.. i hope it will jus pay off..
been neglecting a couple of stuff though..
tats the sianx part..
i guess.. this ish part of life..
grabbing hold of sth.. means letting go of sth..
putting more time into one.. means puttin less time in the other..

*studying le*






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