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Friday, July 29, 2005

yester n todae
yester n todae..

notice how my feelings n mood go up n down lately..

exploring the depth of my inner self n inner thoughts..
tryin to understand.. mi, myself n i..

yester was a splendid dae..
had class photo taking yester..
damn fun lahx..
made lotsa funny jokes out of it..
the photographer was frm the photography club dex..
haa.. sho took more den one informal shots..
n guess wat.. we getta chose frm different spots in sch..
hee.. quite cool arhx..
but my sch.. not vy big arhx.. choose here choose there..
nice spots only a few.. n sum spotx jus too common le..
actuali for one of the class informal pic, we suggested to take in toilet dex..
haa.. unique arhx?! haa.. but the photographer adviser sae wat will haf mani mani reflection.. den our faces will bright bright.. haa.. coz too mani peeps n space too small le.. haa..

btw.. brought the orange!! class sign board 05S321!! to sch yester for the pic..
sho malu lahx.. frm geylang to pasir ris.. carry one big striking orange board! omigosh!! haa.. but ohwell.. hee..

todae dint start as well as yester..
but i wld sae.. eventuali it ended still okie bax..

sch principal took over the pccg period todae..
sho far.. i wld sae she's the most interesting principal le..
blend wif us quite well dex.. tell jokes n everything.. not boring..
but arhx.. sigh.. the stuff she said todae ish more lyt a wake up call n warning kinda thing..
2 more mths to promos.. its lyt jus 8 weeks.. hmmmm.. how bout sae 56daes instead..
n she sounded lyt those hu dun do well in mid yr.. its gonna be freakingly tough to pass promo.. n arhx.. for nxt yr alevel.. its lyt seriously gotta get at least 3Bs to get into a local uni..plus.. she said.. the arts n social science faculty(the one i wanna get into) ish not gonna be easy ta get in anymore le.. wif support frm sum local u professor peep.. n she gave mani mani examples on peep tat struggled through jc2.. n these peeps are the ones tat jus manage to pass their jc1promo criteria..
n blah blah blah.. =0
all in all.. i guess.. conclusion ish.. jc1.. ish not a time to play n fool around wif..

stress!!! tat was den.. after her tok.. feelin the pressure..
n the econ tutorial todae simply jus made mi feel worse..
wat dex.. monopoly perfectcompetition production n cost MR=Mc graph subnomal normal supernormal profits.. lyt huh?! wateva lahx.. econs? aiyah.. can go hm le..
but anyway.. now? dun worry.. copin wif it le.. feelin much better sumhow..

tingz gonna be a muggle!!
my gosh!!
lyt wateva lahx.. sho crap..
tat was the last thingie on mi mind..
now its gonna be the first..
but will still balance my time sumhow bax.. i need life!

stayed in sch till 5 wif prisx sarah kiatuo in library's discussion room.. after chem remedial..
tats a room wif mani zosma4 orientation memories dex.. =)
actuali mi class quite fun yah.. vy vy funny oso..
but felt tat mi lyt drifting away frm muipeng..
which we used to be more clicky..
coz arhx.. mi class vy funny dex..
guys only haf 5.. den in general.. gers slpit into two groups..
one side ish the eng speakin peeps.. den the other mandarin speakin peeps..
den mi n muipeng ish the middle ones.. neither eng clique nor mandarin clique..
but now.. she lyt more wif the mandarin speakin..
n mi.. more wif the eng speakin..
but oh well..
we still tok lahx.. n we both felt kinda wierd though.. haa..
oh yah.. the eng speakings are all christians noe.. haa..
but dun think tat will be a prob in friendship bax..
though diff belief.. but they are nice peeps indeed..

watch a documentary during gp lesson..
it was on evolution vs adam n eve..
sth to do wif christian youth frm conservative christian schs(frm sec sch all the way to uni) struggling between science n their faith towards god..
how they spoke up on their views.. figuring the contradictory n sho on..
hmmm.. quite interesting..
these peeps.. they jus dun only take wat they were taught..
they questioned n think n figure stuff too..
i think as a buddhist.. watching this documentary ish a vy different thing frm those tat are christians bax..

met shee shee on the way out of sch..
think she's vy funny n cute arhx.. hee..
now even she call my name in a funny tone le..
lyt val.. hmmm.. zhong hui in class oso call my name in the funny manner too..
haa.. but ish keai lahx.. haa..

went hm wif linx todae.. took bus together to tm n den mrt back hm..
shop for a while too.. hee..
she bought a bag again.. sumhow..
*shake head* haa..
but its nice noe.. =p
want to get a new bag soon too..

wah.. type alot todae..
haa.. think i shld cut down on bloggin le..
its weekend again!!
time flies!!!!!!!!!!
=)

may all be well n happy!!






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