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Monday, July 25, 2005

rainy evening
RaiNy eveniNg

was on my way back hm..
it was rainin.. dark sky.. cold wind..
had been a long time since i walk in the rain le..
this time alone..

felt tat i reali grow old le..
dun seem to enjoy walkin in the rain as much as in the past..
or was it..
walkin wif close peeps beside mi n walkin alone ish jus sho different..

life ish not as simple as i thought anymore..
its not as perfect as b4..
its jus sho different..
there's jus too mani quiet moments..
for mi.. an independent soul..
left to think n feel..
for memories to fill my mind..
i wonder..
ish this the same for eveyone else?
ish this part of growing up?

actuali life ish a very unique thing yah?
how time flies.. how changes occur..
hmmm.. tingz sixteen turning seventeen le..
manx.. ten yrs down the road..
i reali wonder noe..
wat will life be lyt manx..
who wil stay on in my life n who will leave..
sigh..
think i mention this b4..
i'm reali feelin alot thinkin alot lately noe..
inner thoughts n inner feelings..

memories..
beautiful arent they..

anyway..
got my result slip..
it was the worse result i ever had..
my remarks frm civics tutor..
ha! sho direct indeed..

Remarks: Ting Ting has performed poorly in her mid year examinations. She needs to put in a lot of effort if she hopes to pass her promotional examinations. She has to be consistant in her work as well as to be more focused during her lessons and revisions.

wateva manx..
will work hard dex..
work hard=more time wif books=less time wif close peeps
='(
i dun like this kind of life..
for i noe i'm people oriented.. i lyt the time wif close peeps..
the companion n everything..
n to be close.. sumhow.. physical factor does count..
but.. sigh.. responsibility ish responsibility..

dad called jus now to make sure i'm hm safetly..
frm being drenched by the rain..
tomo ish dad's burfdae..
happy burfdae daddy..
wif lots of luv
frm ya eldest daughter
muackz!






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