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Saturday, July 16, 2005

DeAth
Death

There seems to be lots of funeral lately..
lots of unpleasant stuff involving lost of luv ones..
pple around mi..
my close pals my relatives my friends..
they all seems to be in contact wif the word death..

all these funerals...
seems to be reminding mi to treasure the peeps around mi..
sumtimes.. felt reali lost..
its reali scary.. u reali nv noe who wil walk out of ya life suddenly..

i hate it when wats left ish only the sweet memories wif sumone close..
hui hen she bu de..
though sumtimes i lyt the feeling of missing sumone n being missed..

life ish just too unpredictable..

perhaps..
death ish not reali tat scary..
its jus the thought of not being able to be wif the peeps u luv n to leave those close peeps bhind tat makes it saddening n freaky..

time reali passed very fast..
i think in a blink..
i'll be celebrating my twenty first burfdae le..
i wonder how will my life has change then..
n who are the peeps tat are gonna stay wif mi till then..

went to xinz ah gong funeral wif pearx todae..
was surprise to see sum sbmy peeps..
even lau mongster..
linx cant make it coz of sum communication breakdown n curfew again..
but stil i met her n went hm together after sch.. =)

ger.. wanted ta gif ya a hugx..
but dunno why.. jus cant find my courage..
do take care arhx..
luv ya..






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